Okay, so I fell off the proverbial wagon. I didn't gain tons of weight, but I certainly didn't lose much in the last few months. I've been back on Weight Watchers for three days (and just got back to the gym today) and I have lost 3 lbs. Not too shabby. I am at 215, with an ultimate goal of 140 - 75 lbs to go. It seems pretty far off, but I have lot's of goals and feel like I can push past this setback and be successful. Every day I am going to try to remember that this isn't just about me, it's about being alive to see my baby girl grow up and have her own babies. It's about growing old with my hubby. It's about feeling good in my own skin. I know that losing weight isn't the way to learn self-love (I'd need a whole new blog for that journey), but making healthy choices and taking control of my life will definitely be a self-esteem booster. Wish me luck...! P.S. Here's a goofy pic of me preparing to kick it up a notch... =P
As usual, the day has been filled with ups and downs. My teeth and tongue still hurt and eating is really difficult. I didn't count my Weight Watchers points, as I'm just happy to eat what I can. If this isn't better tomorrow, I'll have to talk to the dentist. I can't deal with another day off track, it's discouraging. I'm hoping to get back to the gym tomorrow or Saturday. The bright side to my day is that I got to spend time with family, my hubby and daughter in the morning and my Momma in the evening. My husband and I hung out with our cutie and ate homemade french onion soup. My Mom and I watched Hart of Dixie and watched my little one practice walking. It's been a fulfilling day in many ways and I feel very blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Throwback Thursday =)